1 00:00:25,251 --> 00:00:27,167 Majnun Ahmad keladi. 2 00:01:38,667 --> 00:01:45,251 KICHIK SAHAR 3 00:03:29,501 --> 00:03:31,584 - Xayrli tong. - Rahmat. 4 00:03:31,751 --> 00:03:36,001 Men turkman, halol, mehnatkashman. 5 00:03:36,042 --> 00:03:37,334 Mening printsipim 6 00:03:37,376 --> 00:03:40,167 yoshlarni himoya qilish uchun, 7 00:03:40,251 --> 00:03:42,584 kattalarimni hurmat qil, 8 00:03:42,876 --> 00:03:45,251 vatanimni sevish 9 00:03:45,501 --> 00:03:49,417 va millat mendan ko'ra ko'proq. 10 00:03:49,917 --> 00:03:51,167 Mening idealim... 11 00:03:51,417 --> 00:03:52,876 ko'tarilishdir ... 12 00:03:53,126 --> 00:03:55,251 taraqqiyot uchun. 13 00:03:55,542 --> 00:03:57,834 Ey buyuk Otaturk, 14 00:03:58,292 --> 00:04:06,185 Men sizning yo'lingizda doimiy ravishda yurishga va'da beraman 15 00:04:06,209 --> 00:04:11,667 siz qo'ygan maqsad sari. 16 00:04:12,042 --> 00:04:17,542 Men borligimni qurbon qilaman turk millatiga. 17 00:04:17,876 --> 00:04:20,501 Turk bo'lgan kishi baxtlidir. 18 00:04:20,709 --> 00:04:23,084 - Xayrli kun do'stlar. - Rahmat. 19 00:05:30,834 --> 00:05:32,459 - Xayrli tong. - Rahmat. 20 00:05:32,626 --> 00:05:33,709 Oʻtiring. 21 00:05:51,751 --> 00:05:53,334 - Pinar. - Bu yerga. 22 00:05:53,751 --> 00:05:55,501 - Elif. - Bu yerga. 23 00:05:55,876 --> 00:05:57,459 - Nazli. - Bu yerga. 24 00:05:58,084 --> 00:05:59,959 - Ismoil. - Yo'q. 25 00:06:18,709 --> 00:06:22,501 Ha Gokhan. Siz o'qing bugungi parcha baland ovozda. 26 00:06:24,417 --> 00:06:27,542 Oilada sevgi va sadoqat. 27 00:06:27,834 --> 00:06:30,417 Oilalar kichik jamiyatlarga o'xshaydi. 28 00:06:30,709 --> 00:06:33,251 Ular quvonch va qayg'uga sherik bo'lishadi. 29 00:06:33,542 --> 00:06:37,251 Oilaviy munosabatlarga asoslanadi sevgi, hurmat va hamjihatlik. 30 00:06:37,459 --> 00:06:40,751 Oila yadro hisoblanadi millat va insoniyat jamiyati. 31 00:06:41,042 --> 00:06:42,959 Bu ijtimoiy tinchlik manbai. 32 00:06:43,209 --> 00:06:47,935 Ichkarida tinchlik va tartib oilalar tashqariga nur sochadi 33 00:06:47,959 --> 00:06:50,501 butun jamiyatga ta'sir qilish. 34 00:06:50,709 --> 00:06:52,917 Bu bizning burchimizdir ushbu tuzilmani qo'llab-quvvatlang. 35 00:06:53,501 --> 00:06:56,751 Bolalar, bu menmi yoki u erda xonada g'alati hid bormi? 36 00:06:57,001 --> 00:07:00,459 - Ha. Hidi bor. - Mayli, unda... 37 00:07:01,042 --> 00:07:03,126 Hamma oling tushlik qutilaringiz. 38 00:07:03,376 --> 00:07:04,834 Ularni stollarga qo'ying. 39 00:07:06,459 --> 00:07:09,209 Ovqat hidi keladi, shunday emasmi? 40 00:08:09,376 --> 00:08:12,751 Asiye, azizim. Siz emasmi bu hidni sezdingizmi? 41 00:08:13,876 --> 00:08:17,042 Yo'q, men hech narsani hidlay olmadim. 42 00:08:17,417 --> 00:08:21,917 Bu seni zaharlashi mumkin, qizim. Onangiz ko'proq ehtiyot bo'lishi kerak. 43 00:08:23,084 --> 00:08:25,042 Qanday qilib u buni qila olardi? 44 00:08:25,917 --> 00:08:28,584 Iltimos, borib tashla. 45 00:08:29,459 --> 00:08:32,084 Men boshqa narsani tartibga solaman ovqatlanishingiz uchun. 46 00:08:32,459 --> 00:08:36,251 Onangga ayt keyingi safar ko'proq ehtiyot bo'ling. 47 00:09:30,917 --> 00:09:34,167 Ha. Bugun bizning mavzuimiz qoidalar ijtimoiy hayotni boshqaradigan. 48 00:09:34,459 --> 00:09:36,126 Kim o'qishni xohlaydi? 49 00:09:36,376 --> 00:09:40,542 Boshqalar diqqat bilan tinglashlari kerak, chunki keyin bir narsa so'rayman. 50 00:09:41,626 --> 00:09:44,334 Xo'sh ... men bir odamni xohlayman parchani o'qish uchun. 51 00:09:44,626 --> 00:09:46,167 Ha Nazli. 52 00:09:48,042 --> 00:09:50,209 Ijtimoiy hayotni tartibga soluvchi qoidalar. 53 00:09:50,542 --> 00:09:58,001 Jamiyat odamlarga shunday qoidalar kerak birgalikda tinch va xavfsiz yashashlari mumkin. 54 00:09:58,209 --> 00:10:06,209 Bu qoidalar shaxsni oldini oladi jamiyat ichida xudbinlik qilishdan. 55 00:10:07,792 --> 00:10:15,792 Biz bu qoidalarga rioya qilishimiz kerak bizning ijtimoiy munosabatlarimizda 56 00:10:16,334 --> 00:10:21,209 yoki ba'zi reaktsiyalarga duch kelishimiz mumkin. 57 00:10:26,167 --> 00:10:34,167 Bu qoidalar bo'lishi mumkin yozilgan yoki yozilmagan. 58 00:10:35,584 --> 00:10:42,459 Yozilmagan qoidalar tashvishlanadi urf-odatlar va axloq. 59 00:10:44,126 --> 00:10:49,626 Ulardan naslga o'tadilar avloddan-avlodga 60 00:10:49,834 --> 00:10:54,251 va hurmat va... 61 00:11:04,917 --> 00:11:06,334 Ismoil. O‘zingga o‘tir, o‘g‘lim. 62 00:11:29,792 --> 00:11:31,626 Pinar. Endi siz o'qishni davom ettirasiz. 63 00:11:32,126 --> 00:11:34,834 Qaerda o'qishni boshlang do'stingiz to'xtadi. 64 00:11:35,417 --> 00:11:36,876 Qolganlaringiz 65 00:11:37,251 --> 00:11:39,834 kitobdan kuzatib boring. 66 00:11:40,501 --> 00:11:43,126 Men har biringizdan so'rashim mumkin. Boring Pinar. 67 00:11:47,376 --> 00:11:53,251 Hamjihatlikning ahamiyati ijtimoiy hayotda. 68 00:11:53,751 --> 00:12:01,751 Birdamlik sodiqlikni anglatadi bir-biriga nisbatan 69 00:12:04,834 --> 00:12:12,376 shaxsiy his-tuyg'ular va fikrlar. 70 00:12:13,917 --> 00:12:21,459 Chunki odamlar qila olmaydi izolyatsiyada yashash. 71 00:12:22,334 --> 00:12:27,376 Odamlar doimo bir-biriga muhtoj. 72 00:12:28,001 --> 00:12:32,292 Biz kambag'allarga yordam berishimiz kerak 73 00:12:34,501 --> 00:12:39,167 iloji boricha 74 00:12:39,751 --> 00:12:45,042 to'g'ridan-to'g'ri yoki xayriya tashkilotlari orqali. 75 00:12:54,667 --> 00:13:01,001 Va yordam shunchaki anglatmaydi pul berish. 76 00:13:04,209 --> 00:13:10,584 Odamlarga hamdardlik kerak azob-uqubatlarda. 77 00:13:11,417 --> 00:13:18,626 Ular o'zlarini baham ko'rishlari kerak qayg'u va baxt. 78 00:13:22,834 --> 00:13:30,834 Odamlar bir xil his-tuyg'ularni baham ko'rganlarida, jamiyat mustahkamlanadi. 79 00:13:32,667 --> 00:13:39,209 Buning yagona yo'li qiyinchiliklarni yengish. 80 00:14:13,126 --> 00:14:21,126 Milliy birlik deb ataydigan narsa bir-biriga sodiqlikdir. 81 00:19:11,292 --> 00:19:13,292 Biz olxo'ri yeyishimiz kerakmi? qabristonda o'sadimi? 82 00:19:13,626 --> 00:19:15,167 Agar xohlamasangiz, ularni yemang. 83 00:19:24,167 --> 00:19:25,792 Siz qabrga qadam qo'yyapsiz. 84 00:19:37,626 --> 00:19:39,251 Bu yerda nima yozilgan? 85 00:19:42,376 --> 00:19:45,542 Aytganini aytadi. Nima uchun baribir sizga g'amxo'rlik qilasiz? 86 00:19:53,417 --> 00:19:55,667 Siz uni yaxshiroq o'qishingiz mumkin ustiga g'isht qo'yganingizda. 87 00:24:26,917 --> 00:24:28,667 Uning qobig'i sinmaydimi? 88 00:24:29,084 --> 00:24:32,876 Ustidan mashina o‘tib ketsa ham, buzilmaydi. 89 00:24:42,251 --> 00:24:44,876 Ular faqat siz bo'lsangiz o'ladi ularni teskari qoldiring. 90 00:24:45,209 --> 00:24:46,376 Nega? 91 00:24:47,751 --> 00:24:51,292 Ular yana o'zlarini aylantira olmaydilar. 92 00:24:52,959 --> 00:24:55,209 - Men ham minib ketaymi? - Yaxshi, lekin ehtiyot bo'l. 93 00:24:56,584 --> 00:24:58,542 Qani, harakat qil. 94 00:25:03,417 --> 00:25:04,626 Bu sirpanchiq. 95 00:25:15,751 --> 00:25:17,334 Bu haqiqatan ham kuchli. 96 00:25:22,876 --> 00:25:26,042 - Boshini chiqarib qo'ymaydimi? - Nima? 97 00:25:27,167 --> 00:25:29,834 Oyoqlarini tashqariga chiqarmaydimi? 98 00:25:30,251 --> 00:25:35,292 - Agar u sizni unutsa, bo'lishi mumkin. - Qanday qilib meni unutishi mumkin? 99 00:25:41,001 --> 00:25:43,792 Siz jim turishingiz kerak uzoq vaqt davomida. 100 00:25:52,126 --> 00:25:53,709 Meni tikan sanchdi. 101 00:25:55,334 --> 00:25:58,542 Yaxshiroq joy topa olmadingizmi? uni qo'yish uchun qabrdan ko'ra? 102 00:26:02,251 --> 00:26:04,917 Qiyinchilikni to'xtating. Keyin chiqmaydi. 103 00:26:11,376 --> 00:26:12,542 Harakat qilmang. 104 00:26:41,834 --> 00:26:44,417 - U nima edi; Nima bo'lgandi? - Miltiq. 105 00:31:20,959 --> 00:31:22,501 Ota, ular kelishyapti. 106 00:31:33,792 --> 00:31:37,084 Qayerlarda eding? Siz yana vaqtni yo'qotdingiz. 107 00:31:37,376 --> 00:31:40,667 Biz qabriston yonida bir ovchini uchratdik. Otani biladi. 108 00:31:41,167 --> 00:31:44,917 Bu Husayn bo'lsa kerak. U yerda qoraqurtlarni ovlaydi. 109 00:31:45,501 --> 00:31:48,501 U bu mayda qushlardan nimani xohlaydi Men hech qachon tushunmayman. 110 00:31:50,417 --> 00:31:54,834 Men sizga to'g'ridan-to'g'ri keling, deb aytmadimmi? Deyarli qorong'i. 111 00:31:55,959 --> 00:31:57,959 Makkajo‘xorni oyoq osti qilmang, bolam. 112 00:31:58,376 --> 00:32:01,876 Boshqa tomondan aylanib chiqing. Shunday kunlarning birida siz ham otib ketasiz. 113 00:32:02,084 --> 00:32:04,459 Ammo biz maydonni kesib o'tamiz makkajo'xorini oyoq osti qilmasdan. 114 00:32:04,667 --> 00:32:06,917 Mubolag'a qilmang. Hech narsa bo'lmaydi. 115 00:32:09,001 --> 00:32:11,167 Siz hech qachon bilmaysiz o'g'lim. 116 00:32:11,584 --> 00:32:14,501 Makkajo'xori dalalari xavfli. 117 00:32:15,667 --> 00:32:21,417 Bir necha yil oldin, Torhasanda bir kishi yovvoyi cho'chqa poylab yotibdi 118 00:32:22,251 --> 00:32:26,709 shitirlagan ovozni eshitganida tetikni tortdi. 119 00:32:27,417 --> 00:32:30,709 Va u Kashirahmetning o'g'li Alini otib tashladi. 120 00:32:31,417 --> 00:32:36,376 Bechora bola juda og'riqli edi u o'lgunga qadar. 121 00:32:38,542 --> 00:32:41,959 Siz maydonlardan qochishingiz kerak. U Ali bilan tengdosh edi. 122 00:32:42,417 --> 00:32:45,042 Siz yo'lda turishingiz kerak. 123 00:32:45,459 --> 00:32:47,917 Tikuvchi tugatdi shimimni tuzatamanmi? 124 00:32:48,292 --> 00:32:50,001 - Ha. - Yaxshi. 125 00:32:50,209 --> 00:32:52,042 - 50 lira. - Nima? 126 00:32:52,334 --> 00:32:54,667 - U 50 lira istashini aytadi. - Narxi qancha? 127 00:32:55,084 --> 00:32:57,376 50 lira? 128 00:33:01,084 --> 00:33:03,834 - Etaklarini tikdingizmi? - Ha. 129 00:33:04,126 --> 00:33:06,209 Haqiqatan ham 50 lira so‘rayapti. 130 00:33:13,459 --> 00:33:17,459 Menga 50 lira bersin, va u shimni ushlab turishi mumkin. 131 00:33:21,459 --> 00:33:26,376 U faqat oyoqlarini yuqoriga burish edi va belni chiqaring. 132 00:33:27,959 --> 00:33:31,126 Hech narsa ololmaysiz yana o'zgartirildi. 133 00:33:31,917 --> 00:33:35,751 Bolaga 50 lira bering, va u siz uchun uni oladi. 134 00:33:36,042 --> 00:33:38,001 Kulgili bo'lmang. 135 00:33:38,667 --> 00:33:41,042 Xo'sh, shimlar u erda qoladimi? 136 00:33:47,417 --> 00:33:50,126 Mening ikki tola sochim bor mening boshim. Sartaroshga bordim. 137 00:33:50,334 --> 00:33:53,376 U shunchaki ikki marta bosdi qaychi. Va qancha? 138 00:33:53,542 --> 00:33:59,167 50 lira. Bu kulgili. 139 00:34:00,376 --> 00:34:02,709 Go‘yo u menga dala sotayotgandek. 140 00:34:07,334 --> 00:34:11,876 Uyimizga 20 lira berganimda, hamma qimmat ekanligini aytdi. 141 00:34:12,376 --> 00:34:14,667 Bu o'n to'qqizda edi ... 142 00:34:16,417 --> 00:34:19,084 Men Amerikada bo'lganimda, dollar bir liradan kam edi. 143 00:34:19,376 --> 00:34:20,709 Ali. Bu yerga kel. 144 00:34:21,001 --> 00:34:23,167 - Bu nima? - Bu yoqqa kel, deyman. 145 00:34:23,542 --> 00:34:26,209 Oriq sartarosh odat qilgan qishloqqa kel. 146 00:34:27,001 --> 00:34:30,001 U haftada bir marta keldi yomg'irda yoki porlashda. 147 00:34:30,459 --> 00:34:33,917 U sochingizni qirqtirgan edi bir juft pomidor uchun. 148 00:34:36,959 --> 00:34:39,751 U har doim odamlarga minnatdorchilik bildirardi. 149 00:34:40,459 --> 00:34:43,209 Bir marta ham uning shikoyatini eshitmaganman. 150 00:34:43,667 --> 00:34:46,751 Endi yigit o'z do'konida o'tiradi va siz uning oldiga borishingiz kerak. 151 00:34:47,084 --> 00:34:49,292 Ikki marta bosdi va u 50 lirani xohlaydi. 152 00:34:50,834 --> 00:34:53,626 Kim bunga qodir? 153 00:35:36,251 --> 00:35:40,167 U shunchaki etaklarini ochdi va bir oz beliga oldi. 154 00:36:38,417 --> 00:36:41,459 Vaqt qanday o'tdi. Men bunga deyarli ishonmayman. 155 00:36:41,876 --> 00:36:44,167 Bu hayot, shunday emasmi? 156 00:36:44,459 --> 00:36:48,042 O'shanda men yosh va kuchli edim. 157 00:36:48,334 --> 00:36:52,709 Men endigina 15 yoshda edim. Ammo urush davom etayotgan edi. Xo'sh, kim yoshi haqida qayg'uradi? 158 00:36:53,251 --> 00:36:59,209 Men, hech qachon tepaliklardan nariga chiqmaganman shu paytgacha qishloq atrofida 159 00:36:59,459 --> 00:37:01,917 Istanbulda topdim. 160 00:37:02,209 --> 00:37:05,334 Bizni Sirkejida poyezdga o‘tqazdilar Bekatni olib, bizni Nusaybinga jo‘natdi. 161 00:37:05,542 --> 00:37:07,084 Bu Haydarpasha stantsiyasi bo'lishi kerak. 162 00:37:07,334 --> 00:37:08,959 Buni kechagidek eslayman. 163 00:37:09,292 --> 00:37:11,667 Poezd stantsiyasiga kirish juda gavjum edi. 164 00:37:11,876 --> 00:37:14,834 Men kabi ko'plab bolalar, qishloqlarini hech qachon tark etmaganlar 165 00:37:15,001 --> 00:37:16,501 aylanib yugurishardi. 166 00:37:16,751 --> 00:37:20,334 Men kurd bolasi bilan do‘stlashdim kim doim yonimda osilib turardi. 167 00:37:20,751 --> 00:37:24,084 Men u bilan do'stlashdim. Uning ismi nima edi? 168 00:37:24,626 --> 00:37:27,167 U biroz sodda edi lekin uning yuragi yaxshi edi. 169 00:37:27,459 --> 00:37:30,042 - Tirik bo'lsa Xudo rahmat qilsin. - Nusaybin qayerda? 170 00:37:30,417 --> 00:37:31,959 - Nima? - Iroqda. 171 00:37:32,292 --> 00:37:34,751 - Keyin nima bo'ldi? - Biz Mosulga yo‘l oldik. 172 00:37:35,084 --> 00:37:37,751 Qashshoqlik bor edi va bu qismlarda ochlik. 173 00:37:38,001 --> 00:37:42,084 Qishloq ahlidan ovqat so‘radik. Ammo ular hech narsa yo'q deb qasam ichdilar. 174 00:37:42,292 --> 00:37:44,959 Ularning aytganlari faqat "maho" edi. 175 00:37:45,251 --> 00:37:47,251 "Maho" hech narsani anglatmaydi. 176 00:37:47,626 --> 00:37:51,459 Boshqa uylardan so‘radik lekin bu yana "maho" edi. 177 00:38:21,792 --> 00:38:24,001 Gilos bu yil erta tugadi. 178 00:38:24,501 --> 00:38:27,376 Bilasizmi, nafaqat gilos. Qora mevalar ham. 179 00:38:29,542 --> 00:38:32,042 ostidan o'tayotgan edim kechagi gilos daraxti 180 00:38:32,251 --> 00:38:35,376 va tepadan ovoz keldi. - Bu sincapmi? 181 00:38:35,709 --> 00:38:38,084 Yo'q. Men qaraganimda 182 00:38:38,292 --> 00:38:39,751 Men katta ilonni ko'rdim. 183 00:38:40,001 --> 00:38:43,167 - Ilonmi? Qanday ilon? - Katta kulrang ilon. 184 00:38:43,459 --> 00:38:46,834 U daraxtda nima qilardi Men tasavvur qila olmayman. 185 00:38:47,084 --> 00:38:51,209 Bu kunlarda hamma narsa g'alati. Hatto yong‘oq ham o‘z vaqtida pishmaydi. 186 00:38:53,251 --> 00:38:56,376 - Kranlar endi kelmaydi. - Nega? 187 00:38:56,542 --> 00:38:59,667 bilmayman. Pestitsidlar, ehtimol. 188 00:39:01,417 --> 00:39:03,126 Keyin nima bo'ldi, ota? 189 00:39:09,501 --> 00:39:13,417 Bu la'nati yo'tal. Men undan qutulolmayman. 190 00:39:14,417 --> 00:39:15,959 Men qayerda edim? 191 00:39:16,209 --> 00:39:19,626 Siz Mesopotamiyaga keldingiz, Bag'dod va Basra atrofida. 192 00:39:20,334 --> 00:39:24,667 Ha. Biz shuncha vaqtni kesib o'tdik, cho'lga o'xshash tekislik 193 00:39:25,126 --> 00:39:30,709 va Kutulenmarega yetib keldi, Bag'dod yaqinida. 194 00:39:33,542 --> 00:39:36,459 Biz to'satdan duch keldik inglizlar. 195 00:39:38,251 --> 00:39:42,376 Garchi biz ularni mag'lub etdik biz och va chanqoq edik. 196 00:39:44,917 --> 00:39:47,209 Va bilasizmi, nima keyin sodir bo'ldi? 197 00:39:47,501 --> 00:39:49,917 Ingliz qo'mondoni o'z joniga qasd qilgan. 198 00:39:50,376 --> 00:39:53,751 Ingliz qo'mondoni chiday olmadi mag'lubiyatga uchradi va o'z joniga qasd qildi. 199 00:39:54,001 --> 00:39:57,417 Ammo ularning kuchayishi qachon keldilar, bizni urishdi. 200 00:39:58,084 --> 00:40:01,834 Biz g'alaba qozonishimiz mumkin edi agar biz och qolmaganimizda edi. 201 00:40:04,251 --> 00:40:07,751 Keyin bizni asirga olishdi. 202 00:40:08,542 --> 00:40:11,876 Bizni Hindistonga kemaga mindirdilar. 203 00:40:12,876 --> 00:40:16,084 Bizni Bombeydan olib ketishdi Semerpurga poezdda. 204 00:40:16,834 --> 00:40:20,376 U yerda quruvchi bo‘lib ishladik. 205 00:40:20,751 --> 00:40:23,042 Men shunchalik zaif edim 206 00:40:23,417 --> 00:40:26,626 Men hatto ko'tara olmadim orqamda ikkita g'isht. 207 00:40:26,834 --> 00:40:29,167 Hatto bu juda ko'p edi. 208 00:40:29,626 --> 00:40:34,126 Ingliz soqchisi tinmay qichqirardi: "Keling, Jo". 209 00:40:35,209 --> 00:40:38,542 Agar biz ovqatlansak edi o'zimizni to'g'ri 210 00:40:38,792 --> 00:40:43,459 biz inglizlarni yo'q qilgan bo'lardik. Ammo kuchimiz yo'q edi. 211 00:40:44,334 --> 00:40:48,167 Ko'pchiligimiz vafot etgan ochlik yoki kasallik. 212 00:40:58,209 --> 00:41:01,292 O'sha la'nati shoqollar yana oqim bo'yida. 213 00:41:02,417 --> 00:41:04,001 Ular ayyor mavjudotlar. 214 00:41:04,292 --> 00:41:07,001 Ular kun davomida yashirinadi va keyin kechasi paydo bo'ladi. 215 00:41:07,751 --> 00:41:10,876 Ular och qolishlari kerak oqimga tushing. 216 00:41:13,667 --> 00:41:18,542 Bu omadmi yoki taqdirmi Qaysi meni qaytardi, bilmayman. 217 00:41:19,667 --> 00:41:22,042 Eson-omon qaytib keldim 218 00:41:22,542 --> 00:41:24,584 lekin menda hech narsa yo'q edi. 219 00:41:25,209 --> 00:41:27,126 Nima qilish kerak? 220 00:41:52,292 --> 00:41:57,584 Balki yaxshiroq bo'lardi Agar qaytib kelmagan bo'lsangiz. 221 00:41:58,959 --> 00:42:00,959 Hammasi behuda. 222 00:42:01,376 --> 00:42:04,084 Saffet. Men sizni uxlayotgan deb o'yladim. 223 00:42:04,667 --> 00:42:07,376 Qanaqa gap bor, Saffet? Qanday qilib shunday o'ylay olasiz? 224 00:42:07,584 --> 00:42:09,209 O'g'lim, so'zingga e'tibor ber. 225 00:42:09,292 --> 00:42:12,959 Vatan sog'inchi - azob boshqalardan farqli o'laroq. 226 00:42:13,292 --> 00:42:16,209 Agar siz och qolsangiz ham u hali ham sizning vataningiz. 227 00:42:16,334 --> 00:42:20,459 Gobak Ismoilga qarang. U Germaniyada yillar davomida ishlagan, ammo... 228 00:42:20,709 --> 00:42:24,667 Xola. Dafn qilish uchun o'lganingda o'z tuprog'ing. 229 00:42:25,376 --> 00:42:28,209 Nima uchun bu muhim bo'lishi kerak? 230 00:42:28,542 --> 00:42:30,917 Yo'q, siz yoshsiz 231 00:42:31,376 --> 00:42:35,751 va o'limdan uzoqda. Shuning uchun siz shunday gapirishingiz mumkin. 232 00:42:40,334 --> 00:42:47,001 O'lim yaqinlashganda, o'zingizni ruhiy tayyorlaysiz. 233 00:42:48,084 --> 00:42:50,959 Aks holda chidab bo'lmas. Sizda ishonch bo'lishi kerak. 234 00:42:53,167 --> 00:42:55,459 Bu juda qiyin uydan uzoqda bo'lish. 235 00:42:55,751 --> 00:42:59,042 Va qayerga qaramang, begonalar. 236 00:42:59,459 --> 00:43:03,417 Bu haqiqat. Men ham bilmayman shaharda o'zingizni uyda his qiling. 237 00:43:03,792 --> 00:43:09,001 - Kim biladi, qanday his qilardim? - Xo'sh, nega boraman? Qaerda bo'lsangiz, qoling. 238 00:43:09,334 --> 00:43:13,292 Qayerga borsang bir xil osmon, qaysidir ma'noda bir xil daraxtlar. 239 00:43:13,917 --> 00:43:19,417 Ammo biz hali ham o'z osmonimizni orzu qilamiz, negadir o'zimizning daraxtlarimiz. 240 00:43:20,459 --> 00:43:22,977 Qarang! U yerdagi quruq daraxt qurib qolgan, 241 00:43:23,001 --> 00:43:26,042 lekin u hali ham ichkariga kiradi boshqalar bilan shamol. 242 00:43:26,667 --> 00:43:30,268 Men o'lganimizda bunga ishonaman biz hayotning bir qismi bo'lib qolamiz 243 00:43:30,292 --> 00:43:33,167 u yoki bu tarzda, xuddi o'sha quruq daraxt kabi. 244 00:43:34,001 --> 00:43:38,251 Hindistonda onam paydo bo'ldi va menga tabassum qiling. 245 00:43:38,501 --> 00:43:40,268 Men hayratdan qotib qolardim. 246 00:43:40,292 --> 00:43:43,626 Keyinchalik bildim u aynan o'sha paytda vafot etdi. 247 00:43:46,209 --> 00:43:50,292 - Telepatiya degan narsa... - Ehtimol, ba'zi odamlar shunday his qilishadi 248 00:43:50,584 --> 00:43:53,917 lekin men buni qilmayman. Agar sizning ruhingiz boshqa joyda bo'lsa 249 00:43:54,292 --> 00:43:58,126 ketish yaxshidir hamma narsa orqada. 250 00:43:58,501 --> 00:44:01,042 - Buning nimasi yaxshiroq? - Bilmadim. 251 00:44:01,334 --> 00:44:04,501 Men bu yerda qolib, chirishni xohlamayman. 252 00:44:05,209 --> 00:44:12,251 Men armiyada bo'lganimda Men har doim bu haqda o'yladim. 253 00:44:12,584 --> 00:44:15,626 Menimcha, bularning barchasi behuda. 254 00:44:16,251 --> 00:44:19,501 Bekorga? Qanday qilib behuda? Yana nima qilish kerak? 255 00:44:20,042 --> 00:44:24,417 Bu tabiat qonuni. Faqat kuchlilar omon qoladi. 256 00:44:25,709 --> 00:44:27,334 Evolyutsiya nazariyasi. 257 00:44:28,876 --> 00:44:32,001 Biz hayotimizni behuda sarflamasligimiz kerak. Biz ishlashimiz kerak. 258 00:44:32,167 --> 00:44:36,792 Ish? Qanday ish? Bobo bor yillar davomida ishladi va u nima oldi? 259 00:44:36,959 --> 00:44:40,584 Ha. Bu to'g'ri. Ammo ishlashdan boshqa nima qila olamiz? 260 00:44:41,126 --> 00:44:45,126 Va yana nima qilamiz? Qo'llarimga qarang. 261 00:44:45,542 --> 00:44:49,126 Biz juda kamtarmiz, va qilinadigan ish juda ko'p. 262 00:44:49,542 --> 00:44:52,209 - Tugatish ehtimoli yo'q. - Biz yangi narsalarni qo'shishimiz kerak 263 00:44:52,417 --> 00:44:55,251 qilingan ishlarga insoniyat tarixi davomida. 264 00:44:55,501 --> 00:44:59,501 Mesopotamiya, sivilizatsiya tug'ilgan joyda. 265 00:45:01,251 --> 00:45:03,751 Siz haqiqatan ham ba'zilarida edingiz muhim joylar, ota. 266 00:45:06,459 --> 00:45:08,251 Yomg'ir yog'yaptimi? 267 00:45:10,667 --> 00:45:12,084 Men bunday deb o‘ylamayman. 268 00:45:12,334 --> 00:45:14,167 Qo‘limga tomchi tushganini sezdim. 269 00:45:14,459 --> 00:45:18,917 Tosh o'ymakorligi ham boshlandi Mesopotamiyada. 270 00:45:19,751 --> 00:45:21,626 Ha. Bu to'g'ri. 271 00:45:22,626 --> 00:45:25,584 Sivilizatsiya beshigi. 272 00:45:26,876 --> 00:45:31,376 "La berceau de la tsivilizatsiya" frantsuz tilida. 273 00:45:34,001 --> 00:45:36,209 Keyin, masalan, Bobil. 274 00:45:36,751 --> 00:45:39,709 - Siz Bobilni ko'rdingizmi? - Men shunday joy haqida eshitganman, 275 00:45:39,917 --> 00:45:42,417 lekin men ko'rmaganman. - Bobil juda muhim. 276 00:45:42,667 --> 00:45:44,626 Bu Aleksandr buyuk vafot etdi. 277 00:45:44,917 --> 00:45:47,917 U dunyoni zabt etdi yoshligida boshidan oxirigacha. 278 00:45:48,292 --> 00:45:51,126 Ota, ayting-chi, ular daryodan qanday o'tishadi? 279 00:45:51,876 --> 00:45:56,209 - Ha, fillar haqida gapirib bering. - Yaxshi. Keyin eshiting. 280 00:45:56,459 --> 00:45:57,917 Lekin uxlamang. 281 00:46:01,626 --> 00:46:04,834 Iskandar Hidaspes daryosiga keladi. 282 00:46:05,167 --> 00:46:10,376 Daryoning narigi tomonida Bu podshoh Porus o'z qo'shini bilan. 283 00:46:11,251 --> 00:46:15,417 Iskandar o‘z qo‘shinini uchga bo‘ladi 284 00:46:16,042 --> 00:46:22,209 va pastga yuradi daryoning bir qismi bilan. 285 00:46:55,126 --> 00:46:59,292 Albatta, ko'p janglar bo'lgan. 286 00:47:00,667 --> 00:47:04,501 Birinchisi Granikusda edi miloddan avvalgi 334 yilda. 287 00:47:05,417 --> 00:47:09,126 Keyin Pinerosda, bu deyiladi Deliçay hozir, 288 00:47:09,542 --> 00:47:12,501 Iskenderun atrofida bir joyda ... 289 00:47:12,959 --> 00:47:18,542 va keyin uchinchi Gaugamela tekisligida. 290 00:47:19,501 --> 00:47:23,292 Nihoyat bittasi bor edi Porusga qarshi. 291 00:47:24,167 --> 00:47:26,685 O'tgan yozda men bir odam bilan tanishdim Iskenderundan, 292 00:47:26,709 --> 00:47:28,501 va undan Deliçay haqida so'radi. 293 00:47:28,876 --> 00:47:31,834 U hayratda qoldi Men Delicay haqida eshitgan edim. 294 00:47:36,334 --> 00:47:41,626 Ammo u barcha janglarda g'alaba qozonmadimi? uning armiyasi hisobiga? 295 00:47:43,001 --> 00:47:46,126 Ularning ismlarini hech kim eslamaydi. 296 00:47:46,501 --> 00:47:48,459 Faqat Aleksandr. 297 00:47:48,792 --> 00:47:50,126 Siz nohaqsiz. 298 00:47:50,417 --> 00:47:55,602 Albatta, unga armiya kerak edi, lekin 2300 yil oldin 299 00:47:55,626 --> 00:48:01,584 hech bir oddiy odam qila olmasdi u shunday sharoitlarda. 300 00:48:02,667 --> 00:48:06,376 Sizningcha, uni boshqarish oson 13 yil davomida armiya shu qadar yo'l? 301 00:48:06,834 --> 00:48:09,560 Sulton Salim qila olmadi hatto Kaldiranga ham yetib boradi 302 00:48:09,584 --> 00:48:12,001 Chunki uning qo‘shini unga qarshi isyon ko‘tardi. 303 00:48:12,751 --> 00:48:17,084 Lekin nega u buni qildi? Shunday qilib, uning ismi tarixda qolar edi. 304 00:48:18,501 --> 00:48:22,959 - U tinch o'lkalarni bosib oldi. - Iskandar haqida shu yetarli. 305 00:48:23,292 --> 00:48:26,709 Bunchalik nimasi bor bu Aleksandr haqida? 306 00:48:26,959 --> 00:48:29,792 O'tmishni bilmagan odamlar kelajakni ko'ra olmaydi. 307 00:48:30,084 --> 00:48:32,209 Bizning ko'plab buyuk sarkardalarimiz bor tariximizda ham. 308 00:48:32,501 --> 00:48:35,376 - Masalan, Fotih. - Albatta, boshqalar ham bor. 309 00:48:35,626 --> 00:48:38,876 Urukagina kabi, bu buyuk Mesopotamiya shohi. 310 00:48:39,626 --> 00:48:41,751 Urumchinmi? 311 00:48:45,667 --> 00:48:50,167 - Bu qanday ism? - Urukagina. Lagash shohi. 312 00:48:50,751 --> 00:48:54,417 U ruhoniy bo'lganida paydo bo'ldi xalqni ekspluatatsiya qilardi. 313 00:49:02,126 --> 00:49:04,584 Va bosqinlar haqida. 314 00:49:05,667 --> 00:49:08,542 Iskandar tsivilizatsiyani oldi zabt etgan joylarga. 315 00:49:08,876 --> 00:49:11,001 U yangi shaharlar qurdi va 316 00:49:11,334 --> 00:49:13,334 madaniyatlarni birlashtirdi. 317 00:49:14,084 --> 00:49:17,667 Forslar bo'lgan yunonlar azob chekib, 318 00:49:18,126 --> 00:49:21,501 ularga doimo hujum qiladi. 319 00:49:22,959 --> 00:49:26,917 U Misrni zabt etmoqchi edi, shunda... 320 00:50:43,334 --> 00:50:44,626 Ona. 321 00:50:45,584 --> 00:50:47,917 Pastga tush, ona. 322 00:50:50,084 --> 00:50:51,126 Pastga tush. 323 00:50:56,542 --> 00:50:59,792 U Gedrosiya cho'liga yetib keldi janubiy Pokistonda. 324 00:51:00,042 --> 00:51:03,542 Bu dahshatli joy edi kesib o'tish deyarli mumkin emas. 325 00:51:04,876 --> 00:51:09,417 Faqat 12 000 kishi tirik qoldi 60 000 dan. 326 00:51:10,834 --> 00:51:13,584 Ulardan ba'zilari tashnalikdan vafot etdi 327 00:51:13,834 --> 00:51:15,751 va ba'zi ochlik. 328 00:51:17,001 --> 00:51:20,626 Ular juda och edilar, otlarini yeydilar. 329 00:51:22,084 --> 00:51:26,084 Ular charchagan holda kurashadilar o'sha cheksiz sariq cho'l bo'ylab. 330 00:51:27,334 --> 00:51:33,167 Keyin ular qarg'a suruvlarini ko'rdilar bo'sh osmon bo'ylab uchib. 331 00:51:34,376 --> 00:51:39,084 Ular qarg'alar deb o'ylashdi suv manbasiga uchish. 332 00:51:40,126 --> 00:51:46,626 Ular bir muncha vaqt kurashganlaridan keyin, ular suvga o'xshash narsani ko'rdilar. 333 00:51:47,459 --> 00:51:50,876 Avvaliga ular bu sarob deb o'ylashdi. 334 00:51:52,501 --> 00:51:55,018 Va keyin ular suv havzasini ko'rdilar 335 00:51:55,042 --> 00:51:58,084 o'rtasida porlaydi cho'l. 336 00:51:58,751 --> 00:52:02,126 Bir askar yurdi suv tomon va ... 337 00:52:02,501 --> 00:52:05,334 O'g'lim! Unut boshqa odamlarning muammolari, 338 00:52:05,751 --> 00:52:07,584 va biz uchun tashvishlanaylik. 339 00:52:10,084 --> 00:52:14,001 Hali ham achinaman bechora o'g'limning o'limi. 340 00:52:14,792 --> 00:52:16,667 Men ham xuddi shunday his qilaman. 341 00:52:17,209 --> 00:52:19,751 Lekin hech narsa yo'q biz bu haqda qila olamiz. 342 00:52:20,167 --> 00:52:24,917 U har doim beparvo edi va u hech qachon ishlashni yoqtirmasdi. 343 00:52:29,792 --> 00:52:32,542 U ketishni talab qildi va biz uni to'xtata olmadik. 344 00:52:34,459 --> 00:52:38,626 - Va u sizni juda yaxshi ko'rardi, Saffet. - Bu qanday sevgi edi? 345 00:52:38,917 --> 00:52:43,209 Meni tarbiyalagan onam edi. U nima qildi? 346 00:52:43,626 --> 00:52:46,751 U bu yerda emas edi muammoga duch kelganimizda. 347 00:52:47,001 --> 00:52:52,834 Yiliga bir-ikki marta biznikiga kelardi. 348 00:52:54,792 --> 00:52:58,459 Va siz uning orqasidan ketasiz. Siz ham ketmoqchisiz. 349 00:52:59,917 --> 00:53:01,917 Siz isyonkor yigit bo'lib chiqdingiz. 350 00:53:02,209 --> 00:53:04,249 Qaytganingizga yillar bo'ldi harbiy xizmatdan. 351 00:53:04,501 --> 00:53:06,334 Siz hali ham munosib ish topmadingiz. 352 00:53:06,542 --> 00:53:10,959 Nega ishdan ketganingizni tushunolmayapman ro'yxatga olish idorasidan? 353 00:53:12,209 --> 00:53:14,792 Bu aniqroq bo'lar edi ishni o'zgartirdim desam. 354 00:53:14,959 --> 00:53:18,959 Men butun umr ishlashga mahkum bo'ldim. Bu mening didim uchun bir oz uzoq edi. 355 00:53:19,209 --> 00:53:22,001 Men registratorni bilaman. U yaxshi odam. 356 00:53:22,584 --> 00:53:26,709 Registrator? Ha, u haqiqatan ham oson odam. 357 00:53:28,751 --> 00:53:31,959 Agar u bilan kelisha olmasangiz, boshqa hech kim bilan qila olmaysiz. 358 00:53:33,584 --> 00:53:37,709 U meni o‘sha yerda saqlaganini aytdi bobom uchun, 359 00:53:37,917 --> 00:53:40,251 aks holda men uchib ketgan bo'lardim. 360 00:53:40,459 --> 00:53:44,792 Men unga meni ortiqcha baholaganini aytdim agar u haqiqatan ham ucha olaman deb o'ylasa. 361 00:53:45,251 --> 00:53:46,709 Va u nima dedi? 362 00:53:46,959 --> 00:53:49,876 U: “Odamni olib ket, u mening asabimni buzadi". 363 00:53:53,667 --> 00:53:58,042 Shaharda birorta ham joy qolmagan qaerda biz sizga ish topolmadik. 364 00:53:59,084 --> 00:54:02,167 Yoki siz ishdan bo'shatildingiz yoki hammasini tashlab ketasiz. 365 00:54:02,834 --> 00:54:07,584 Siz armiyaga bordingiz, lekin bo'lmadi o'zingdan odam qil. Endi ayt. 366 00:54:08,084 --> 00:54:10,084 Yana nima qila olamiz? 367 00:54:10,417 --> 00:54:12,126 Nima xohlaysiz? 368 00:55:05,709 --> 00:55:12,959 Men sizga shuni aytmoqchiman. Ha. Balki men muvaffaqiyatsizman. 369 00:55:13,334 --> 00:55:16,417 Siz mendan to'ygansiz norozi bo'lish. 370 00:55:16,709 --> 00:55:18,727 Menda iste'dod yo'q deb o'ylayman har qanday narsa uchun. 371 00:55:18,751 --> 00:55:21,251 Va menda hech narsa yo'q Mening qonimdan boshqasini bering. 372 00:55:21,542 --> 00:55:25,542 Yoshligim behuda ketmoqda befoyda sigaretaning oxiri kabi. 373 00:55:26,126 --> 00:55:29,501 Mening na uyim, na do‘stlarim, na ishim. 374 00:55:30,001 --> 00:55:33,376 Men eng yaxshi yillarimni behuda o'tkazdim bu shaharda qolibdi. 375 00:55:34,584 --> 00:55:38,792 Erkakligim va yuragim ko'z o'ngimda eriydi. 376 00:55:39,667 --> 00:55:41,417 Buni ham qo'shishga ruxsat bering. 377 00:55:41,626 --> 00:55:46,001 Men buni tark etishdan boshqa hech narsani o'ylamagandim Men harbiy xizmatni o'tashdan oldin shahar. 378 00:55:46,376 --> 00:55:48,643 Biroq, o'sha kuni ertalab 379 00:55:48,667 --> 00:55:52,143 Men chuqurroq aloqalar borligini his qildim meni bu shaharga bog'lab, 380 00:55:52,167 --> 00:55:54,126 shu paytgacha men buni hech qachon sezmaganman. 381 00:55:54,334 --> 00:55:57,834 Qarag‘aylarning hidi kelardi havoda. 382 00:55:58,167 --> 00:56:02,518 O'sha kuni men ko'rganimni his qildim qarag'aylar va emanlar 383 00:56:02,542 --> 00:56:04,876 hayotimda birinchi marta. 384 00:56:05,709 --> 00:56:09,667 Shunday qilib erta tongda, odatda faqat adashgan itlar bor 385 00:56:09,959 --> 00:56:12,459 ko'chalarda, maqsadsiz sayr qilish. 386 00:56:12,667 --> 00:56:17,167 Menimcha, men bu sokin tonglarni yaxshi ko'raman, itlar va tuproqning hidi. 387 00:56:17,667 --> 00:56:20,768 Lekin men odamlarni tushunmayman bu shaharda yashaydiganlar 388 00:56:20,792 --> 00:56:22,042 va ularning kichik tashvishlari. 389 00:56:22,292 --> 00:56:24,792 Men ularni begona va haqoratli deb bilaman. 390 00:56:25,959 --> 00:56:30,393 Endi ayt. Nima bo'ldi biror joyga borish istagi 391 00:56:30,417 --> 00:56:33,751 qayerda jiddiy narsa va foydali davom etmoqda? 392 00:57:33,042 --> 00:57:34,501 Onam, eslang 393 00:57:34,834 --> 00:57:38,667 Bigadagi o'rta maktabda o'qiyotganimda va biz o'sha nam podvalda yashayotgan edik? 394 00:57:39,042 --> 00:57:43,376 Bir kuni kechasi u kutilmaganda keldi. O'shanda biz juda kambag'al edik. 395 00:57:43,751 --> 00:57:46,876 Biz ovqatlarni yeyayotgan edik qishloqdan. 396 00:57:48,334 --> 00:57:51,560 Biz yashirincha yurardik sovun bo'laklarini yig'ing 397 00:57:51,584 --> 00:57:54,001 qo'shnimiz tashqariga tashladi bog'ga. 398 00:57:54,751 --> 00:57:59,376 O‘sha kechasi biz bo‘tqa yeyayotgan edik eshik taqillaganida. 399 00:57:59,542 --> 00:58:02,292 - U edi. - Makkajo'xori qoldimi, buvi? 400 00:58:02,834 --> 00:58:04,167 Yo'q. 401 00:58:04,626 --> 00:58:07,209 Odatdagidek yaxshi kiyingan, 402 00:58:07,417 --> 00:58:11,917 u ichkariga kirib, bo'tqani ko'rdi qiyshiq stol ustida. 403 00:58:12,334 --> 00:58:15,751 - dedi burnini burab... - O'g'lim, bu haqda gapirishni bas qil. 404 00:58:16,001 --> 00:58:18,542 "Bu nima? Sizmisiz bug'doy pyuresi yeysizmi?" 405 00:58:18,751 --> 00:58:20,542 Emin! To'xtating! 406 00:58:25,751 --> 00:58:27,001 Xo'sh. 407 00:58:28,042 --> 00:58:30,167 U qiziq odam edi. 408 00:58:30,542 --> 00:58:32,893 U yashab, vafot etdi hech charchamasdan, 409 00:58:32,917 --> 00:58:35,792 har qanday vijdon yukini ko'tarib, har qanday tarzda hissa qo'shish. 410 00:58:36,126 --> 00:58:38,167 Siz hissa qo'shgansiz, va qarang, nima bo'ldi? 411 00:58:38,667 --> 00:58:40,310 Sizda suv kanali qurilgan edi, 412 00:58:40,334 --> 00:58:43,167 va endi qishloq aholisi orqangizdan gapirish. 413 00:58:50,501 --> 00:58:53,667 Qishloq ahli nima deyishi menga qiziq emas. 414 00:58:56,751 --> 00:59:04,084 Qachon borsam bu kanaldan o'tib men juda faxrlanaman. 415 00:59:06,501 --> 00:59:10,001 Maydoningiz bo'lmaganmi kanal oxirida? 416 00:59:15,084 --> 00:59:16,667 Bu muhimmi? 417 00:59:17,792 --> 00:59:21,417 Yaratmadimi butun vodiy yashil bo'ladimi? 418 00:59:21,792 --> 00:59:24,584 Hech narsa o'zgarmadi. Hozir kanal bor, lekin suv yo'q. 419 00:59:24,792 --> 00:59:27,542 Shunday bo'lsa ham, bu muhim emas. 420 00:59:28,459 --> 00:59:32,876 Hatto bu kichik ko'chat ham bor unda tabiatning ajoyibotlari yashiringan. 421 00:59:33,376 --> 00:59:36,584 Ushbu filiallarga qarang. Har yili yangi filial. 422 00:59:36,917 --> 00:59:40,667 Bu qisqaroq, chunki o'sha yili yomg'ir kamroq bo'ldi. 423 00:59:41,167 --> 00:59:42,876 Xo'sh? 424 00:59:49,709 --> 00:59:53,626 Tabiat javob beradi barcha savollarimizga. 425 00:59:54,459 --> 00:59:59,042 Siz o'zingizni his qilishingiz kerak butunning bir qismi sifatida. 426 00:59:59,751 --> 01:00:01,917 Otangiz bu yerni tashlab ketgan. 427 01:00:02,167 --> 01:00:05,251 Siz otam haqida shunday gapirasiz lekin keling, ba'zi narsalarni aniqlaylik. 428 01:00:05,667 --> 01:00:09,042 Hamma ham omadli emas kollejga borish uchun. 429 01:00:09,376 --> 01:00:11,917 Omad? Siz buni omad deysizmi? 430 01:00:13,126 --> 01:00:16,626 Mening yana nima bo'lishi mumkin otam qildimi? 431 01:00:17,542 --> 01:00:20,334 Siz o'zingizni kuchli his qilasiz. 432 01:00:20,876 --> 01:00:24,935 Ammo qattiq haqiqat shuki, siz Xudo unutgan shaharda yashash kerak 433 01:00:24,959 --> 01:00:28,667 Bu qamoqxonadan farq qilmaydi. Daraxtlardan boshqa hech narsa yo'q. 434 01:00:29,084 --> 01:00:33,042 Ketishdan boshqa nima qilish kerak? Balki u haq edi. 435 01:00:33,501 --> 01:00:35,251 Buni eshiting. 436 01:00:35,751 --> 01:00:38,834 - Otangiz ketganida... - U sizning ukangiz edi. 437 01:00:39,167 --> 01:00:41,917 Siz birga o'ynadingiz bu o'tloqlarda. 438 01:00:42,334 --> 01:00:45,084 Siz birga kuldingiz xuddi shu ko'chalarda. 439 01:00:45,542 --> 01:00:49,501 Lekin men bir marta eshitmaganman siz u haqida yaxshi narsa aytasiz. 440 01:00:49,917 --> 01:00:53,042 Odamlar ozgina bo'lishi kerak rahm-shafqat yoki muloyimlik. 441 01:00:53,334 --> 01:00:56,417 Qanday qilib bunchalik uzoqlasha olasiz va befarqmi? 442 01:00:57,876 --> 01:00:59,584 Lekin Saffet,-chi... 443 01:00:59,792 --> 01:01:02,727 Meni juda qiziqtirgan narsa shu nega men yagonaman 444 01:01:02,751 --> 01:01:06,334 otamning aybi uchun azob chekamanmi? Siz ham uning qarindoshlari emasmisiz? 445 01:01:08,417 --> 01:01:11,126 Nega faqat men azoblanyapman? 446 01:01:12,042 --> 01:01:14,459 - Saffet, o'g'lim... - Qanday qilib yelka qisib qo'yasiz 447 01:01:14,917 --> 01:01:20,001 suvni oqizish kabi mas'uliyat a o'rdak qaytib keldimi? Shunchaki men atrofida bo'lganim uchunmi? 448 01:01:20,417 --> 01:01:23,417 Xo'sh, Saffet, albatta, yo'q. 449 01:01:24,084 --> 01:01:29,251 Yaxshi. Balki men bexabarman. Men Aleksandr haqida bilmayman 450 01:01:29,667 --> 01:01:33,417 Lekin bilimdan nima foyda agar uni hech kim bilan baham ko'rmasangiz? 451 01:01:33,667 --> 01:01:36,209 Kitob o'qishning o'zi etarli emas. 452 01:01:36,709 --> 01:01:39,376 Bularning hammasini o'rgandingizmi yolg'iz o'zingiz uchunmi? 453 01:01:39,626 --> 01:01:41,084 Endi bu absurd. 454 01:01:41,376 --> 01:01:44,584 Siz shovqin-suronga o'xshaysiz bo'sh qalay qutining dumalab ketishi. 455 01:01:44,709 --> 01:01:48,042 Gaplashish oson va biror narsa qilish qiyin. 456 01:01:48,751 --> 01:01:51,167 Men hech narsa bilan boshladim. 457 01:01:51,834 --> 01:01:55,334 Men o'qishga qaror qildim va men hech qachon taslim bo'lmaganman. 458 01:01:55,959 --> 01:01:59,417 Men maktabga bordim butun qishda eshakda. 459 01:01:59,751 --> 01:02:02,501 Men nimalarni boshdan kechirganimni bilaman. 460 01:02:02,751 --> 01:02:07,001 Yoz bo‘yi dalada ishladim. Sizningcha, bu oson bo'ldimi? 461 01:02:07,334 --> 01:02:09,001 Senchi? 462 01:02:16,292 --> 01:02:19,876 Men o'z kuchim bilan qattiq mehnat qildim va uni universitetga kiritdi. 463 01:02:20,126 --> 01:02:23,042 Orqam uning birinchi ko'ylagini ko'rdi universitetda. 464 01:02:23,292 --> 01:02:27,001 Ingliz tilini o'zim o'rgandim, va Amerikaga ketdi. 465 01:02:27,292 --> 01:02:30,352 Va bularning barchasini qanday qildim? Boshqalar muhokama qilganda 466 01:02:30,376 --> 01:02:33,334 tun bo'yi futbol o'yinlari yotoqxonada o'qiganman. 467 01:02:33,542 --> 01:02:37,143 O'shanda otangiz nima qilardi? Chiroyli kiyimlarda, 468 01:02:37,167 --> 01:02:40,417 orqasidan yugurib yurardi deputatlar va boy savdogarlar. 469 01:02:42,501 --> 01:02:43,584 U shunday emasmidi? 470 01:02:55,709 --> 01:02:59,667 Ha, ehtimol men tanho hayot kechiraman, 471 01:03:00,292 --> 01:03:02,834 va mening eng yaxshi do'stlarim mening kitoblarim. 472 01:03:03,251 --> 01:03:06,209 Men endi odamlarga ishonmayman. 473 01:03:06,751 --> 01:03:08,459 Faqat tabiatda. 474 01:03:08,834 --> 01:03:11,751 Otangiz o'yladi Men umrimni behuda o'tkazdim. 475 01:03:12,292 --> 01:03:15,292 U odamlarga aytardi Men qanday yashashni bilmasdim. 476 01:04:07,209 --> 01:04:11,084 - Makkajo'xori qolmadimi, buvi? - Yo'q. 477 01:04:25,334 --> 01:04:28,584 Dada. Borib makkajo‘xori teramizmi? 478 01:05:53,876 --> 01:05:57,084 - Nega menga shunday tikilib qolding? - Hech narsa. 479 01:06:03,834 --> 01:06:05,834 Yig'lamang, kampir. 480 01:06:12,501 --> 01:06:15,126 Endi nega tarbiya qilding yana mavzu? 481 01:06:16,334 --> 01:06:18,292 Siz bir-biringizga juda qattiq munosabatdasiz. 482 01:06:19,751 --> 01:06:22,209 O'zingizni mukammal deb o'ylaysizmi? 483 01:06:37,626 --> 01:06:41,751 Saffet, sizda ham xuddi shunday muammolar bor otangiz kabi. 484 01:06:43,876 --> 01:06:46,792 Siz hali ham munosib ish topmadingiz. 485 01:06:49,084 --> 01:06:52,042 Endi sizning harbiy xizmatingiz tugadi, bir qarorga keling. 486 01:06:54,251 --> 01:06:56,667 Turmush quring va farzand ko'ring. 487 01:06:59,959 --> 01:07:00,853 Senga kelsak, o'g'lim... 488 01:07:00,877 --> 01:07:04,542 Siz bizning qishlog'imizdagi yagona odamsiz kim hech qachon universitetga borgan. 489 01:07:04,792 --> 01:07:07,417 Chet elga ketding, chet tillarini o'rgangan, 490 01:07:07,834 --> 01:07:10,959 lekin oxirida siz qaytib keldingiz va shu yerda joylashdi. 491 01:07:14,251 --> 01:07:17,584 Qochib ketish uchun o‘qimadingmi bu maydonlardanmi? 492 01:07:20,626 --> 01:07:23,876 Men tushunmayapman bu ta'lim nima uchun edi. 493 01:07:37,167 --> 01:07:39,376 Bizdan birimiz yer ostida va 494 01:07:40,459 --> 01:07:43,334 hammamizning taqdirimiz shu ertami-kechmi. 495 01:07:48,042 --> 01:07:51,667 Men Xudoga mutlaq ishonaman, lekin biz kelamiz va ketamiz. 496 01:07:52,584 --> 01:07:56,542 Mening onam, dadam va qaerda amakilar? Ularning hammasi ketdi. 497 01:07:56,959 --> 01:08:00,584 Odamlar qachon bo'lishi muhim emas hayotlarini o'tkazdilar, ota. 498 01:08:04,126 --> 01:08:07,834 Lekin nega Xudo olib ketadi begunoh bolaning hayoti? 499 01:08:10,501 --> 01:08:13,251 Ikki yoshli bola qanday gunoh qilishi mumkin qilganmi? 500 01:08:16,626 --> 01:08:20,126 Masalan, Kezbanning bolasini olaylik. Bechora bola bor-yo'g'i ikki edi. 501 01:08:22,167 --> 01:08:23,917 Hech kim bila olmaydi. 502 01:08:29,542 --> 01:08:31,667 Xudodan boshqa hech kim. 503 01:08:32,251 --> 01:08:34,584 Biz hamma narsani bilmasligimiz kerak. 504 01:08:37,626 --> 01:08:40,959 Faqat yashash uchun nima kerakligini biling, kifoya. 505 01:08:42,501 --> 01:08:45,084 Ko'proq bilishning nima keragi bor? 506 01:08:46,584 --> 01:08:49,251 Xudo bizga ikkita quloq berdi to'rtta o'rniga. 507 01:08:51,417 --> 01:08:53,792 Chunki siz eshitishingiz mumkin ikkita quloq bilan ham. 508 01:08:56,459 --> 01:09:01,768 Ha, ayol, biz o'g'limizdan ayrilib qoldik lekin bu Xudoning irodasi. 509 01:09:01,792 --> 01:09:05,876 Bu hayotda bor yaxshi kunlar va yomon kunlar. 510 01:09:06,209 --> 01:09:09,834 Hindistondan qaytib kelganimda, Men butunlay charchadim. 511 01:09:10,084 --> 01:09:15,126 Qaytib ketayotganimda, titrab turganimda kema palubasida, men o'yladim. 512 01:09:15,667 --> 01:09:19,685 Yurtimga yetib olsam, Men boshqa hech qachon baxtsiz bo'lmayman 513 01:09:19,709 --> 01:09:23,959 Men issiq joy topsam ekan uxlash va ovqat uchun issiq narsa. 514 01:09:25,751 --> 01:09:29,876 Biz uyga keldik, lekin bu joy vayronaga aylangan edi. 515 01:09:31,626 --> 01:09:33,959 Urush bu yerlarga ham ta'sir qildi. 516 01:09:36,584 --> 01:09:40,459 Kelinligim mendan voz kechgan edi va boshqasiga uylandi. 517 01:09:41,501 --> 01:09:43,376 Uning hatto farzandi ham bor edi. 518 01:09:47,876 --> 01:09:49,459 Bu to'g'ri. 519 01:09:50,626 --> 01:09:52,667 Endi men dehqonman. 520 01:09:53,751 --> 01:09:56,626 Xo'sh? Hammasi joyida. 521 01:09:59,834 --> 01:10:02,251 Lekin men o'lishni xohlamayman, bilasizmi. 522 01:10:05,251 --> 01:10:08,334 Umid qilamanki, Xudo menga yashash imkonini beradi yana kamida 20 yil. 523 01:10:10,709 --> 01:10:14,709 Siz sog'lom yashashingiz va ovqatlanishingiz kerak amerikaliklar kabi. 524 01:10:15,542 --> 01:10:20,001 Uzoq hikoyani qisqartirish uchun, Men yaxshi va yomon vaqtlarni boshdan kechirdim. 525 01:10:20,584 --> 01:10:22,501 Siz hammamizdan uzoq yashaysiz, ota. 526 01:10:25,709 --> 01:10:27,876 Siz mening ahvolimni ko'rishingiz mumkin. 527 01:10:29,459 --> 01:10:32,667 Og'zim qaltiraydi va chap ko'zim qimirlaydi. 528 01:10:33,959 --> 01:10:36,792 Ammo eng yomoni uxlashga harakat qilish. 529 01:10:38,959 --> 01:10:41,667 Uxlay boshlaganimda, 530 01:10:43,251 --> 01:10:46,501 to'satdan og'riq paydo bo'ladi o'ng tomonimda. 531 01:10:48,959 --> 01:10:52,792 Keyin og'riq harakatga keladi boshimgacha. 532 01:10:55,001 --> 01:10:57,876 Va menda dahshatli bosh og'rig'i bor. 533 01:10:58,292 --> 01:11:00,876 Yosh o'z og'rig'ini olib keladi. 534 01:11:01,126 --> 01:11:03,209 Ammo men hali ham yashashni xohlayman. 535 01:11:03,667 --> 01:11:05,626 Yana kamida 20 yil. 536 01:11:12,959 --> 01:11:14,792 Musiqa eshitasizmi? 537 01:11:15,751 --> 01:11:16,728 Ota haq. 538 01:11:16,752 --> 01:11:20,435 Onam vafot etganida men o'yladim Men usiz yashashga toqat qilolmasdim. 539 01:11:20,459 --> 01:11:22,417 Ammo hozir men zo'rg'a qila olaman uning yuzini eslang. 540 01:11:26,834 --> 01:11:31,626 Ammo homilador bo'lganimda Men ilgari hech qachon bo'lmagan narsani his qildim. 541 01:11:32,917 --> 01:11:36,376 Men aniq bilmayman. Balki yaxshilik orzusi? 542 01:11:38,959 --> 01:11:41,876 Go'yo tushungandekman hayot nima haqida edi. 543 01:11:42,209 --> 01:11:44,917 Tez orada hech kim buni qilmaydi qabrlarimizni ziyorat qiling. 544 01:11:45,292 --> 01:11:47,209 Yostiqni almashtir, ota. 545 01:11:47,959 --> 01:11:51,834 Qalin yog'och prokatdan foydalaning yaponlar kabi. 546 01:11:52,084 --> 01:11:54,376 To'g'ri bo'yningiz ostida. 547 01:11:54,584 --> 01:11:58,292 Ko'pincha bosh og'rig'i sabab bo'ladi bo'yinning orqa qismidagi nervlar. 548 01:12:00,792 --> 01:12:05,126 O'tgan yili yong'in sodir bo'lganida Men uyga yugurdim. 549 01:12:06,459 --> 01:12:09,584 Ko‘rib juda yengil tortdim bu bizning uyimizda emas edi. 550 01:12:09,917 --> 01:12:12,834 Ali va Asiye olovni kuzatib turishardi 551 01:12:13,167 --> 01:12:19,834 dahshat, vahima ko'rinishi bilan va yuzlarida iltijo qilardilar. 552 01:12:20,251 --> 01:12:23,376 Ularni shunday ko'rish meni qo'rqitdi. 553 01:12:23,501 --> 01:12:28,167 Ilohim, bu bolalar bo‘ladi, dedim o‘zimga hayotlari davomida juda ko'p narsalarni ko'rishadi. 554 01:12:28,501 --> 01:12:32,792 Hamma odamlar edi baqirib yugurib. 555 01:12:33,376 --> 01:12:36,709 Va bu iltijoli qarash bolalarning yuzlarida. 556 01:12:36,876 --> 01:12:39,209 Men buni xayolimdan chiqara olmadim. 557 01:13:54,084 --> 01:13:56,667 Ona! Hindiston qaysi yo'nalishda? 558 01:13:57,334 --> 01:13:59,751 bilmayman. Shu tarzda o'ylayman. 559 01:14:00,251 --> 01:14:03,084 - Yangitse tomon demoqchimisiz? - Shunday bo'lsa kerak. 560 01:14:03,334 --> 01:14:06,501 - Bu sharq, shunday emasmi? - Keyin u tog'lar ustida. 561 01:14:06,709 --> 01:14:08,876 Ha. Men ham shunday fikrdaman. 562 01:14:38,334 --> 01:14:41,834 Agar u biron bir mulkka ega bo'lsa eri tirikligida, 563 01:14:43,417 --> 01:14:47,167 u endi tiyinsiz qolmasdi. 564 01:14:51,251 --> 01:14:53,584 U menda kir bor-yo'qligini so'radi amalga oshirilishi kerak. 565 01:14:53,792 --> 01:14:55,834 - JSSV? - Xotiningiz. 566 01:14:56,792 --> 01:15:01,334 Men yo'qligini aytdim. Faqat shundaylar bor Men kiyganimni, dedim. 567 01:15:03,542 --> 01:15:06,417 U ularni yuvishni taklif qilmadi. 568 01:15:07,917 --> 01:15:11,417 Shuning uchun men ularni olib tashlamadim. Men ularni sumkaga tashladim. 569 01:15:17,834 --> 01:15:20,727 Balki menda bir nechta amallar bo'lishi kerak mening nomim bilan tuzilgan 570 01:15:20,751 --> 01:15:22,501 otang hali tirik ekan. 571 01:16:42,376 --> 01:16:44,917 Asiye, qo'zim uxlab qoldingmi? 572 01:16:45,251 --> 01:16:48,751 Men sizdan massaj qilishingizni so'ramoqchi edim bir oz yelkam. 573 01:16:48,959 --> 01:16:50,876 Siz uxlashda davom etasiz. 574 01:16:52,251 --> 01:16:55,626 Boshim yana og'riyapti. Bu meni uyg'oq tutmoqda. 575 01:16:56,792 --> 01:17:00,126 Nuri! Keling va men uchun massaj qiling. 576 01:17:00,459 --> 01:17:03,792 - Nima? - Yelkalarimni biroz massaj qiling. 577 01:17:06,167 --> 01:17:09,417 Bu la'nati og'riq. Nega meni bunday qiynayapti? 578 01:17:09,709 --> 01:17:12,042 Mening bo'ynim yog'och blokdek tuyuladi. 579 01:17:12,501 --> 01:17:15,584 Men uni kesib tashlamoqchiman. 580 01:17:16,417 --> 01:17:20,167 - Nuri! - Kutib turing. Buni bog'lashimga ruxsat bering. 581 01:17:28,084 --> 01:17:31,292 - Bosishimni hohlaysizmi? - Qarang. 582 01:17:32,292 --> 01:17:34,834 Bu og'riq ob-havo prognoziga o'xshaydi. 583 01:17:35,626 --> 01:17:38,126 Menga o'tirishga ruxsat bering va bir daqiqa dam oling. 584 01:18:25,042 --> 01:18:27,751 - Bolalar yotoqdami? - Ular. 585 01:18:28,626 --> 01:18:30,792 Qovunni yeb tugatmadilar. 586 01:18:31,709 --> 01:18:35,084 Men uni qabul qilmadim. Ular uyg'onganlarida uni eyishlari mumkin. 587 01:18:35,709 --> 01:18:37,084 Yaxshi fikr. 588 01:19:10,167 --> 01:19:14,251 Xudo bizni asrasin. Xudoga shukur. 589 01:21:42,376 --> 01:21:48,209 Onam va dadam uchun...